[Because he would get annoyed, with himself really, if Sylvain paid for everything all the time. He would feel guilty about not contributing. Just like he feels guilty that Dimitri wishes to handle all his needs.
He has to give back.
But he feels...lost with this moonlacing business. It's been so long since he's been around people so willing to be affectionate with him that he doesn't truly know where to begin. And so he is beginning with Sylvain. He trusts him and feels that he will be a good guide in this new uncertain world.
And now it's his choice. Where does he...begin?]
...
[This is difficult when he's honestly so inexperienced in literally all of it.]
I will be honest with you. I have no experience at all in any of this. Please, tell me what you would recommend.
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[Because he would get annoyed, with himself really, if Sylvain paid for everything all the time. He would feel guilty about not contributing. Just like he feels guilty that Dimitri wishes to handle all his needs.
He has to give back.
But he feels...lost with this moonlacing business. It's been so long since he's been around people so willing to be affectionate with him that he doesn't truly know where to begin. And so he is beginning with Sylvain. He trusts him and feels that he will be a good guide in this new uncertain world.
And now it's his choice. Where does he...begin?]
...
[This is difficult when he's honestly so inexperienced in literally all of it.]
I will be honest with you. I have no experience at all in any of this. Please, tell me what you would recommend.
[And his cheeks actually color.]